About Erin
I used to think something was wrong with me. We are taught as a society to go out and make things happen. I have always been committed to my goals and I would do whatever it took. Even though I could create the results I wanted, it sure did take a lot of effort. I would accomplish what I set out to do but I was always left feeling frustrated, burnt out and just plain done. I felt relief when I would accomplish something, not joy.
It wasn’t until I discovered Human Design that I learned I was acting completely AGAINST how I was designed.
You and I aren’t meant to initiate. We are designed to respond to what the world brings us. We are meant to make decisions with our gut, literally, not our minds….pros and cons list sound familiar?
In the beginning, making decisions from my gut felt really odd. I had been so conditioned to make decisions from my mind. I was REALLY good at it. It felt safe to make decisions from my mind and scary to make them from my gut. I wasn’t sure that it would work out. I couldn’t trust my gut 100%, I had turned it off a long time ago.
I also knew that what got me here wasn’t going to get me where I wanted to go. And let’s be honest, even though I had built an amazing life, the way I went about it, I don’t think I had the energy to do it all again.
Plus, I really had to ask myself if everything that I had in my life and had accomplished was because I actually wanted it or was it because I was told somewhere along the way that it’s what I SHOULD want.
It has been a process. A letting go of the way things were. An unbecoming of the person I used to be. A deconditioning of the person I had always been. To allow for a more evolved, loving, joyful, grateful, effort-less, easeful Erin to emerge.
My intention and desire for you is that you get to live a more effort-less life. One where you wake up daily and are excited to be living. Where you get to do work you love because we are MEANT to do work we love. A life where you get to fall asleep at night exhausted from a day well lived, not because you’re so burnt out. A life where you get to be your TRUE self. The one that existed before everyone told you what you should be, do and have.
That life will look different than the one you currently have and from someone else. And that’s OK. We aren’t meant to be twinsies. Each one of us has desires that were placed within us to fulfill while we are on this precious planet. Those desires are there for you to bring to the world. But first, you must ignore all you have ever been told about your mind and trust your gut.
From my soul to yours.
